Face Problem~

Recently, i really realize that,
face do really affect a person,
those handsome boy and pretty girl wont understand this,
only those people who are ugly like me will know the feels.

this world, human treat human is not fair at all,
because there's is some benefit for good look guys will get while they are serving by someone.

for example, you buying a cloth, the promoter will say this shirt or this dress is suit you, and they will treat you better.
but for those ugly people like me, those promoters will never bother you, although they do bother, but the attitude is different.

there's another example,
when you taking photos with you friends,
they will say,
why so ugly one, delete it,
they saying they look ugly, but actually they're saying you're ugly.
just now, i saw something and my mood is really drop,
i can't tell what is that, because if i tell, then the people only go do,
there's no point,
because people don't want to do, but you ask him to do,
he will follow in order not to make you angry.

yesterday i chat with my brother,
i do really felt that, handsome boy never know what i felt.
whole class, all looks good, but for me, i am the one who make the class good look percentage decrease...

perhaps they do really dislike to go out with me,
so do i, i dislike to go out with them,
because i felt that i will bring them into a shame situation.
i do really felt sad for this,
but i wont go for surgery, because i appreciate what God gave me.

a moody day again,
hope that tomorrow i will be okay,
and i will never go view there unless there's some update and cover the thing which make me sad.