paiseh~ nothing to do,
so post some of my cam whore here~
haha~
so happy that my food poisoning ok ler~
cure naturally~
thanks for you all yea~

够力！

真的是够够力，

再这样下去，我真的是

命不久遗。。。甚至会


一命呜呼。。。。。



不知道哪个小贩没天良，


卖我有毒食品。。。


搞到我食物中毒。。。


又拉又呕。。。。



浑身没力。。。。救命！！！！

Random~

Finally, the Digi Broadband work!!!
after i signed up for the broadband, the girl which work at there,
tell me, after 3hours and you can definitely surf the net with this,
but once i get back to home and after 5 hours, i try...
it doesn't work,



what the heck, i know this will happen because last time
my Digi postpaid late to pay the bill, and they will stop the service,
and then go and pay it loh, after that the boy who work at there,
tell me, after 2 hours it will recover the service,
but once i get home and don't know after how many hours,
it doesn't work also...
need to wait until the next day,
since i got this experience, so when my mummy say want to go back the Digi Centre to ask WHY~


then i say, never mind lah, wait for next day,
and today is the next day i mention,
just as i expected, it work~
why they are so inefficiency...
speechless loh~
next time if you sign up for anything from Digi,
don't trust what they say like after how many hours can use~
IT'S NOT ACCURATE!


_________________________________________________
纯属本人发牢骚篇~决无情绪低落！！！

今天有meeting，
觉得自己有点无能咯。。。
有这种感觉，或许你们觉得我并没有当主席的资格所以才会这样吧，
meeting过后我一直在想，我为什么会这么无能，
突然脑海里飘过一些假设，
如果当年文康在st. john 还 active 的话，
或许主席就不是我，而是他了，
也许我只是个代替品，
如果主席是文康的话，你们应该会比较开心吧，
毕竟他比我好，和你们感情也比我好...


有时候真的觉得，文康来的比自己更有领导能力，
更有风范，可以让你们更加活跃。。。
当我和城和锋聊着这个话题时，
城说出了一点令我更加觉得自己是代替品，
就是关于yaoyao的，
当文康他们和我们都同时在的时候，
yaoyao是比较融入他们，
其实不是比较，是很明显的，
当他们不在是，他才会和我们聊聊，


这是真的吗？
我刚刚想了很久，
我觉得关于主席那个，我是一个代替品，
但是yaoyao那个，我并不觉得，
因为每个人都扮演着不同角色，
不同时间，不同地点有不同的东西，
所以我并不觉得我在朋友方面是个代替品，
我很开心因为我有这么多朋友
但是有时很沮丧的是，
朋友伤心时，不能好好的安慰他们，
而且有时无心的玩笑伤害了他们，
真的很对不起。。。
在这里要恳求你们可以原谅我。。。
再一次对不起，因为我不是最好的朋友~

FREAKY NICE!

freaky cool,
freaky nice,
freaky best,
freaky freaky freaky YENG!!!!!



except the girl dancing part~
it destroyed this video~

FREEDOM!!!!! not yet!

OMG, i am freeeeeeeeeee now~
not yet not yet,
only 1 subject down, still got 10 more to go,
herm...cut off the rubbish subjects which is Sivik and PJK
so there's 8 more to go, haha~


i got a good news forget to tell,
haha~
i found my Sivik Book~
no need to bayar already~
scared me for half year already (which mean i lost it for about half year)
haha~
children don't copy ya, not suggested~


today BM paper out of my prediction,
it's not as hard as last time, quite easy (maybe got tips)
but there's still few questions i don't know how to answer it,
tomorrow is BI paper, hope that i wont do the same mistake like i did on July test.
because of the mistake, it make my marks drop until 60 from 80.
so be careful and double check your paper after you answer it.


Today is for other classes.
4sc1:
-PoiSeng
-Melissa
-Foong Yee
-Hui Teng
-Xin Yi
-Sook Jian
-Ying Jie
-Brenda
-Peggy
-Nicole
-Wendy
-Pooi Yee


4Pa(1&2):
-HuiXin
-Vinny
-Jie
-Aaron
-Ah Kit
-WenK
-KaiJun
-WenJin
-Oii / Ooi ??Ooi
-Yeng TengYen Teng
-PoohYeePohYee




and 2 special people i want to good luck here:
My X.A.Y³ member, ChuiYee
and another one is my brada, Weng
haha~

Good Luck and love you all~


opps, almost forget got one more
远方的MiHui (Bukit Jalil really far~haha)
jess no need one, cause she finish exam ler~
haha~

Love Ya~

Good luck for the exam

there's 4 hours more to my exam,
and yet i haven't start to revise seriously,
i am worry, but i going to turn on my serious mode...


Nerd Mode Activation,
You Brain Control will fully take over by book worm
in 5 seconds,
5
4
3
2
1

Nerd Mode Activated...




Good Luck To:
4sc2/RC:
-Yao
-XiaoRu
-Angel
-KahYan
-ShieWin
-KarSeng
-KahSeng
-Goyang
-PeiPei
-PuiYan
-Bao Bao
-Wendy
-Yee Cheng
-PuiSze
-Kerlee
-Sheng Kang
-Keng Ping


and all friends that i know and facing exam with me~
GOOD LUCK~

To alex chai poi seng~

since he said that Gee with mv is nicer,
so i post this up,
larger, clearer...
haha~let him song~ got so many leng lui inside nehh~
ahha~

AGAIN!

i know this video i posted before,
but i really love it~
haha~ so i post it again~ enjoy~!!!!

moody day~

just now, when almost finish tuition, my mood is so so so down...
it's a sudden attack for my mood, decreases for no reason,
maybe there's something i not really happy...
but i couldn't figured it out...

my mood no is extremely in a bad condition,
it's even bad than before, bad than what i've felt before...
anyone?
find me to chat?
need someone to talk to, off course someone that i trusted...
never mind , i know this wouldn't happen...
because every time when i on MSN, there's nobody find me to chat...

anything just talk to myself...
anything just hide in my heart...
anything just have to keep quiet...
anything just have to face it alone...
maybe few days more, i will feel better,
cause i think this is already become one of my life part

sometimes really think that,
i am just extra, maybe i just have to follow what they said
"Go die lah you!"
exist or not, it doesn't matter...
PERHAPS I AM JUST EXTRA...



i know that i am emo, but as a friend, you shouldn't tell your friend that i don't know about this, this will make me more sad...
you should know this!

it's good to know that news, you're in love again~
good luck to you~
want me say your name?
i don't want~

Exam is on next week~

Exam is coming guys,
have you do well preparation for it?
hope that you got, if not, you will die so ugly in the final exam...
i regret that i couldn't do what i planned to do,
like i listed out what subjects to revise on which day,
but at last i couldn't follow it, because of my laziness,
trust me guys, lazy will bring someone to death,
so please try hard to kill off your 'Lazy Cells' as i trying to do...


erm, it's like movie have trailer,
for my post also have trailer,
after exam there will be few posts to post up,
it's my opinion post...
1) In and Out
2) *finding*
3) *finding*

haha~ paiseh, so far only got idea to post about In and Out this post...
i want to good luck to all of my lovely friends, and my dears and darlings
dear for boy and darling for girl...




I love X.A.Y³

痛苦！

救命啊！
为什么？
为什么我的压力如此的大？
为什么？


最近我超级容易胡思乱想，
或许我所想的也许是真的，
为什么你们都不回我的信息？
我真的有这么烦吗？
你们就不可以用那短短几分钟来回我的信息吗？
为什么？

真的搞不清楚，为什么？
算了吧，也许我真的很烦。。。
算了，不会再烦你们了，
对不起。



朋友？
到最后还不比电玩来的更重要。。。
慢慢享受吧。。。


不必写任何东西来安慰我，
自己知自己的事，
你们这样做，只会令我更难过。。。

movies i want to enjoy after exam!

1) Whiteout
2) Legion
3) Ninja Assassin
4) Daybreakers
5) The Blind Side
6) Alice In Wonderland
7) Saw VI
8) Halloween 2
9) Pandorum << this one i wait for long time already~


since the embed of the trailer is disabled,
so i decide to set them as link.
click on the movie title for view the trailer~

last post until exam over~

It's so good that form3 students just finish their PMR,
they're so free now, can do whatever they want to,
but for me and other students,
we still have to suffer for about 4 weeks,
now it's about 2 weeks before exam,
i started my revision already,
but seems like my plan for my revision is a bit not processing well,

Well, today i failed to following my plan again,
but today i am purposely to fail it because,
i know that, if i follow it today, i will never follow it for few days later,
as MiHui said, motivation is an important thing that make us have effort to do something that we want to do or achieve.

Yesterday there's something sad happen on me, i think that one can be my motivation, because i want to protect my self-respect.
i hate to compare myself to other peoples, but since she did it, i will make myself be the top in 3 of us, but i wont let you know, because i study so hard not for you to use to compare with other peoples.

I would like to try the feeling what XiaoRu has tried,
by following her plan to do revision, each subject 1.30hours in one day,
maybe i do really set too much time for revision for myself,
i think i will cut down sometimes, to make myself study relax, but not stress.


Since teacher do said that, if our sciences subjects is not good,
next year you will not get a chance stay in current class,
so i decide to pump up my science subjects.

I will not let my guard down, i do agree what XiaoRu said:
"there's no friend when you're in a war"
but don't worry, my target only got one person,
so all of you, don't take me as a danger person,
don't alienated me~


Friends, let's revise what we've learned,
to prevent ourselves not getting a chance to stay in 4sc2/Rc~
i love you all~
I Love X.A.Y³~

State Review

Sister Brother??!

Yiting

ShengKang

KarSeng

ME~

Fried Rice

Man Yee Min~

Walky Talky

Phone~

Bio book

KahYan cam whore~

Saturday 4.30pm-
head to school to take the buttons from HuiXin
Sorry and thank you for huixin,
and also joanne~

then go LRT station...
after 45minutes i think then we reach the HQ(Head Quarter)
HQ is a home for our area members, i think~
haha~
last time there's so messy,
but last month, we go there for cleaning up all the things,
now there look like a house~
haha~

so happy is there got computer and can online some more
haha~
but i think the revision plan been affected, since there can online
haha~



Sunday 2.00am
fall asleep~before that sms with my brada~
and msn chat~

Sunday 4.00am
wake up, preparing for everything,
then we left the HQ ler.
reach Kepong school and we get into bus, and then head to the Kajang Stadium
for state review,
omg, my legs is damn pain!
stand for so long time, hope there's some rain~

Luckily, the rain really fall, then we can go back ealier,
if not i think my leg will patah~
when taking KTM, the KTM delay for about 1 hour~
omg, wasted my time~
then take LRT go back home, after eat then straight away go sleep
from3 sleep until 8 since yesterday i only slept 2 hours~
haha~


this state review not bad, just got a bit tired~
haha~
good night~



I Love X.A.Y.Y

Boring Day~

Boring~
Boring~
Boring~
Boring~
Boring~
Boring~
Boring~
Boring~
Boring~



Today is freaking boring,
later 4.30pm i have to reach LRT Cempaka and head to Kepong HQ,
for overnight, because tomorrow i have to attend to the State Review.
Tonight i plan to have a good and long revision in HQ, since there's nothing to do.
luckily KahYan, KarSeng, ShengKang and Yiting Jie is there too,
if not i think i will lack of oxygen because of loneliness~

MY God, exam is coming soon, why the school still not distribute us the schedule ?
i don't even know the actual day of exam, someone said
it's on 19th of Oct, someone said it's on 27th of Oct,
really confuse,
but no matter how, i will try my best to achieve good result,
i wish that my friends and me will get a good result in the end year exam,
so that next year we can study together again.

Friends, I Love You,
You Give Me Energy To Survive,
I Love X.A.Y.Y.

friends give me energy to survive

today, when i went school,
i got some special feeling,
the feeling is weird, but it's feels good,
erm...a little bit of happiness...
i don't know what is this feeling,
but peoples said,
this is mean that
I'M IN GOOD MOOD~
hahaha~

got za dao boh?
haha~
really, today went to school, the feelings if definitely different,
but there's something happen make me not really happy,
is that, actually today after school,
i already promised my lovely yao yao, lover yuyang, brother karseng will on GG
for dota together, and then at night revision loh,
who know wa!
my mummy say want go hanfoong's house chit chat with his mum woh...
then i suddenly felt
OMG~


before that, my mummy fetch me to Digi Service Centre,
for pay my bill,
(sii poiseng, no ratus atau ribu lah!)
total is RM165 this month and last month,
and my mummy ask the Digi Centre worker (call him as Digi-er, quite leng zai)
this Digi-er quite leng zai, but his mouth ahh~
bad than Ah Beng!
my mummy ask him, the phone online payment is how to count one,
then i ask him, is count as /minutes or what?
then he said:
not count /minutes one, is count the web that you search is how big,
mean like, you go google, for example is like 10mbps,
if you go google image, for example like 35mbps,
so you go google image, the usage of connection is larger,
will charge more money,
is count like that....
then me and my mummy owhh~~~
ok~loh
BUT!!
BUT!!
BUT!!

he add few more sentences behind...
if you go for download games, one game is 10mbps,
when you download it, it will charge for about RM10++++
or even >RM10++
then my mummy starring at me with her tiger's eye balls~
then my heart is screaming: OMG~~~~~~~

ok loh, then my mummy paid it and get into car, then head to foong's house,
once i get into the car, my mummy scold me
say:
you sure go surf and download games one lah!
OMG, i never loh~
so YUN WONG!
then went to foong's house,
omg, boring unti i sleep on the sofa,
my mummy still HMM SEH DAK go back yet, stay until 4pm ++
only go back,
i really speechless~


then go home straight away on GG, but unfortunately,
my lovely yao yao, got to go,
actually i am lucky too,
because my brother karseng and my dai gor alex still online~
wuhoo~
haha~

then end______________

I SWEAR I NEVER DOWNLOAD GAME FROM DIGI-WAP!


I love my friends,
because...
friends give me energy to survive~

OMG~i want IT (white)

OMG, just now too boring, nothing to do,
then go view HP
OMG, i saw this and it's so NICE FOR ME!
the white color HP Mini is the most i like,
the pink color one not really nice,
black one not bad~

OMG, i want save money now for it,
I love it more than VAIO lappy~
because it's just nice nice nice and nice!!!
i love HP~ muack muack~
HP Mini
*click it for the introduction of HP Mini*

Face Problem~

Recently, i really realize that,
face do really affect a person,
those handsome boy and pretty girl wont understand this,
only those people who are ugly like me will know the feels.

this world, human treat human is not fair at all,
because there's is some benefit for good look guys will get while they are serving by someone.

for example, you buying a cloth, the promoter will say this shirt or this dress is suit you, and they will treat you better.
but for those ugly people like me, those promoters will never bother you, although they do bother, but the attitude is different.

there's another example,
when you taking photos with you friends,
they will say,
why so ugly one, delete it,
they saying they look ugly, but actually they're saying you're ugly.
just now, i saw something and my mood is really drop,
i can't tell what is that, because if i tell, then the people only go do,
there's no point,
because people don't want to do, but you ask him to do,
he will follow in order not to make you angry.

yesterday i chat with my brother,
i do really felt that, handsome boy never know what i felt.
whole class, all looks good, but for me, i am the one who make the class good look percentage decrease...

perhaps they do really dislike to go out with me,
so do i, i dislike to go out with them,
because i felt that i will bring them into a shame situation.
i do really felt sad for this,
but i wont go for surgery, because i appreciate what God gave me.

a moody day again,
hope that tomorrow i will be okay,
and i will never go view there unless there's some update and cover the thing which make me sad.

mooncake festival (family)~

today is a wonderful day, because today is mooncake festival,
my whole family go the old house there celebrate,
im so happy, because i can play firework and also candle,
long time no play man~
so happy, but there is a sad thing, my leg kena burn~
a pop was appear at my leg finger, it's damn pain!
even it's small in size~haha
enjoy the photos~

a present from my JieJie

So nice!!!

Got cups and tea leaf some more~

it look nice!!!

fireworks~

i am burning something~

nice shoot man~

after i drink this, my stomach so hot~
it's RED WINE!

I hate carlsberg~
but what is inside is champagne ~

Green Apple flavor~

HENG~

HENG again~~

hehe~~

candle light~

ice~

it's Sarsi~

still got many haven't take out then they eat ler~haha~

delicious~

i need to put all the thing inside because no more place for me to sit~
pitty~

1/2 of the dish~

WHITE CUT CHICKEN~
(白切鸡)

Fried Prawn
still got sauces one~

Prawn~

pity Singo (his name)
only can see cannot eat~pity him~


haha~
then end~

XiaoRu's home party~

Yesterday, after school u straight away go xiaoru house help her~
for the party~
haha~
but still, i felt so sorry to xiaoru,
cause i didn't help her clean up the things at the end of the party.
because i go back to home ler
sorry ya xiaoru~



the Giant Veges~
two of them is late for help!!!

nice fruits for nice dessert~~

honeydew~~~

Mango~~~

Am Chun lay de egg~
we call Am Chun Egg~

twink~~
shinning~

wahh~so many ingredients~

Chicken Soup~

TomYam soup~
the most attractive soup at the night~

hotdog - cut by kahyan and yao~
the veges- cut by me and peipei

H for Heng

the point not me, is beside me that kahyan~
look like what?

blur~xiaoru like no wear pants

omg the camera man, so skill less, the photo so blur~

candle light~~

only my face is normal~
their face all fly away~

xiaoru look exactly a ghost!!!1

Before~

after~

Act cute~~

act cool~~~

act ghost~~~~

Like dead people photo~

*no comment*

cacat pose~~

this is mooncake festival~
not ghost-cake festival~

do we scare you?

SiewRu and KahWai

What make them look so startled??

i know the reason that make them so startled,
is themselves~
haha~

Alvin finally come ler~
haha~