Mood so Down~

Don't know why suddenly my mood so down..............
haiz.
haiz haiz..
haiz haiz haiz ...
haiz haiz haiz haiz....


Felt like want to cry, but don't know cry for what, so big still wanna cry~
Just felt sad suddenly lah~


SAD
SAD
SAD
SAD
SAD

WHAO~ You know what is YENG?!

today, i have to take taxi to school since my mother went singapore yesterday.
so scary when i walking at the dark and quiet path, and there's no people there.
you know that feeling?
then i stand on the road side waiting for taxi, and so lucky i saw one yellow taxi, no people inside ( but the driver inside lah of course).
then i try to stop him for fetch me, so happy because he stopped.
then he fetch me to kar seng's house, and only charged for RM3.30~
haha~

Then when i reach Seng's house, before i reach, i sms-ed him already.
But his handphone put at down floor, and he is sleeping at the second floor~
didn't saw my message, then i wait at there, scary also because few days ago, there's a rope case happened. Luckily, his father open the door~phew~

Then went to school~whao today in the school while day no class~
so cool man~
And we all stand outside watch the basketball match, because school having a sport carnival. before that i am staying in the classroom doing some stuff for the don't know what folio that i joined with poiseng them~

i felt so happy once i done it~then oh go out watch loh.
after finished school, i walk with sharon, vinny, ah kit, aaron and others to eat.
vinny and them went pizza because they celebrate alvin's birthday~
sharon don't want to go because she is not really in a good relationship with someone~then we go there eat ice-kacang loh~

Who knows the Ice-kacang store today off oh~ish, then mou bin go eat KFC loh~
then yiting fetch me back to home for taking money~
gao dao 3.30++ only reach back school~

After i back to shcol~i straight away go classroom take my bag and then change st.john half U~ and then go down stairs duty~

luckily still make it in time to see the competition~
i am exciting on chunyao, wenkang, ah kit and kaijun's team~
they won for the 1st and 2nd match, but the last match they lose,
but they lose dao very geng~just one mark different~

and then the stupid LSH don't know what happen~suddenly so angry about the time.
there's still 2 seconds left for chunyao them HOI PO~
then i think the "kar joe" watch too concentrate and forget to tell "ingg lun" about them time because ingg lun is the judge and karjoe count time one~
then the stupid LSH scold them, and then got something happen which that nobody want~

BTW, wenkang and chunyao them is still win, when they get to shot the ball in, we all clap hands, but for the oppposite team, we didn't BIRD them~


WU HOOOOO 4L gang~ ILOVEYOU~WUHOOOOOOOOOO~
HOU YENG AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

Busy Busy Busy

BUSY BUSY BUSY
BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY
BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY
BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY

Nowadays, i am very busy, because i need to take care of St. John things, and take care my education~
Start from now, i do revision for my end year exam already, so my free time i getting lesser and lesser.
hopefully after exam, i will get back my free time and enjoy my games, friends chit- chat and also gai gai~

Waiting for that day~
Wuhoooo~

I love listen Music~

Recently i kept on listening musics~ and repeating few songs~
now i have to tell you all~what song make me so love them~

1) No Boundaries - Kris Allen
2) Touch My hand - David Archuleta
3) The Show - Lenka
4) Come On, Get Higher - Matt Nathanson
5) Holograms - Nico Touches The Walls
6) Again - YUI
7) 如果我变成回忆 - Tank
8) 低调 - 张栋梁
9) Seal The Love - By2

女人；男人

女人没有了男人就会恐慌！

女人，没有了男人，就会恐慌！

女人没有了，男人就会恐慌！

好多东西要写哦~

I would like to say sorry to those people who don't know chinese one,
but most of my friends know chinese, is you want to know the meaning of this post,
haha~find someone to help you translate bah~

最近发生了太多的事情，令我中学人生中有了很多感触，
这些应该是在老来，闲着没事干的时候所得到的东西，
为什么我这么快就得到了呢？

最近真的是发生了太多的事情了，而且多数是属坏事,
所以现在要发泄发泄，因为有些甚至几乎把我的眼泪给逼出来。
不知从哪里开始，就从最早发生的吧~

其实这是我兄弟的事，他(不方便透露名字，不过他应外知道我在讲着他)，
他其实很少和女生说话或接触，不过最近比较好了，
应该说跟一位女生成为了好朋友，但是就上次他因为心情没什么好，
所以很冷淡地回答那位女生的问题，结果那位女生竟然误会了。
之后我兄弟向她道歉，一（给那位女生的名词）没有话题将所以就说了很少话，
然后我兄弟就误会了，向我说他的女人缘还是没变好。
最后这件事情解决了，好开心哦~


前几天，有两个朋友因为误会说一引发了暴力案件，
事情发生时，我可以说是心跳飞到一分钟200下，但是我愣了几秒过后，
诚叫我过去帮忙，我才动得了我的身体，去阻止他们。
我觉得他们太不理智了，先动手的错，换手的也错，所以是没有任何人是对的。


当那暴力事件被阻止过后，他说了一句话，令我到现在还很伤心的一句：
我一转来这间学校，你们当我是什么？！
我当时心里在想，
真的，你一开始转来这间学校时，我对你并没有什么好感，
甚至有厌恶感，但之后和你认识了之后，
你成了我的好友之一，但是你在说了那句过后，我在怀疑
其实你是不是很讨厌我？
虽然事后他解释了说不是我们那一gang，但是到现在我还是在想。
或许我真的想太多了吧。



零IQ-女主角
过来人-女配角
热恋中-女配角

今天“热恋中”回来学校讨论筹款的咚咚，过后我们就去Pdn Mewah吃午餐，
吃完了我们在那儿聊天，其实零IQ的问题我们已经知道了，
我们也跟她说了很多次，彼此之间在一起需要坦白，互相包容，
也不是单方面的付出就能维持这段感情，我已经告诉过你很多次了，
坦白的根他说你的感受，还有你想怎样。


不要一味的庇护着他，看见他在部落格上放那些照片，就来找我们诉苦，
我们是朋友，我们很愿意，但是你问我们意见时，
只要有任何一点是说他的不是，你就不愿去听，我今天已经跟你说了很清楚，
就连你的老婆“过来人”，也跟你说了，你就是不听，当时我转过头，看着电视，
我并不是不想理你，而是我真的忍耐不住想流泪了。



我并不是想分开你们或什么，我只是要你坦白的跟他说你的感受。
然后之后的东西，你们爱怎样就怎样，我也帮不了多少。
我最气的是你问我意见却不肯停，我已经没有什么可以说了。
你过后的东西，爱怎样就怎样吧，我不管了，
希望你乐于你的选择，无论如何，我还是会祝福你们这段感情~
毕竟你还是我的朋友。


刚刚回到家，妈妈没煮饭，说要出去吃，然后叫公公换衣服，
公公说不要，，然后妈妈就不是很开心，因为公公很固执，
每天不定别人说，然后妈妈就不管了，和我，婆婆走路到姐姐男友的茶室吃晚饭，
我点了一个韩国的鳗鱼饭，味道吗？
还好，但是如果要挑剔点的话，
他的鳗鱼不是很好吃，
因为我吃过Sushi King 的，鳗鱼应该不是这样的口感，
但是他的太阳蛋很不错哦~

然后就回家了，一回到家，我就踏到地上油油的，
然后当我把旧报纸拿去厨房时，妈妈很生气地骂出口了~
因为公公用锅子不懂煮什么，弄到整地都是油，
而且我妈妈今早才抹了地，洗了厨房，
现在得洗过，我其实也有一些不是很满意公公所做的东西，
他就每天很邋遢，就不是很喜欢。


他是我公公，我也不便说这么多，就希望他的耳朵可以听下别人善意的话，
别这么固执。


就这样~完了~

写着写着，connection出问题！很讨厌咯！！！很想打死它！！

Exam coming~

Just here to say that,
Keng Peng 'N Chun Yao be good friend back ler,
haha,
so happy to know this.

But still, we have to sit for the exam,
this exam i didn't do any preparation,
because i wanna put all my effort on the last exam,
that is much more important than this.
So guys, Good Luck.

Love you all forever, my friends~

Haha~

The feeling is weird...

Monday, there's something happened in my classroom,
i think most of my friend should knew it already.

what i want to mention is not about the issue,
he do said something make me felt weird about that sentence.

He said since he move to this school, what we treat him like.
i admit that at first his image not really good to me, and i kept on talking his bad behind him.

but when i get know to him, i be friend with him.
but not a very good friend, now in my heart he is one of my best friend now,
but what he think about , i really don't know loh.
maybe i just a normal classmate. i do think so.

After he said that sentence, i try to visualize many times.
what i felt is just he not really accept me as his friend like that.
felt sad, because i very care about friendship.
all my friend should know this, i will easily get hurt when one of my friend left me or what, even my external shows is like a funny guy everyday happy happy~

But the other me is just opposite of that.
don't know want to type what, just felt like...
don't know lah~haiz~SAD...

...... ...... ...... .......

Yer i miss it~

Actually today i can to the Japan Culture Fewstival something one,
then i go cut my hair, quite short...

When i get back to house, i discover that the baby came already,
but is not fetch by her mother.

Then i ask my grandma she said,
the baby fetch by her grandpa.

Then i ask, then her mother neh,
then my grandma said,
went to the festival already.

damn disappointed loh~

haiz~
i hope that next year i will get a chance to go lah~
since i am very interested in Japan's thingy~

First time dota~

First time dota just now,
for the first game,
ok lah, not bad,
got learn something at least.

For the second one,
didn't expected,
will get something like that,
make me like
__don't know how to say__

in conclusion:
Speechless





i admit that i am a newbie and i am a noob,
and i may TOR SUI you all,
but do i want that?



i realize that
i can't learn something from "PRO"
They're teaching me,
but the way is like scolding more than teaching.
because i am just like a dog
been scold, been kick like ass
not bad, it's quite "effective"
to hurt someone.

i think is better i go back to Maple,
at least in there i wont suffer all this


at last i have to ask those "PRO"
doesn't you become a pro from a newbie or from a noob?
do people teach you like you teach me?
if your answer is YES,
i have nothing to say about it.
just go on by your way,
you will get what you want.


i am not quit~
one day i will revenge all this!
those PROs just watch out.

What the~ Never Seen this kind of teacher before~

Our Moral teacher changed already,
from the act cute Puan Rafeah change to a Old HAM SAP Ah Pek~
Mohamad Ali~

Damn he is.*duuuuu*..
don't know how to describe him ah~
just one word SUCKS!

he explain to us about the tasks with a super small voice,
he only higher his pitch when saying "OK, Selepas itu, Yang kedua..."
all those words, then he kept on aiming the people who sit at the back which mean me, chun yao, yuyang , shengkang and kengping~

i think Puan Rafeah did told him about our bad thing, then he only will judge us at the first. haiz, speechless.


Today, when the add maths tuition class, i quite agreed what my tuition teacher said.
year 2012, all of the science and mathematics will change back to Malay,
damn they're trying to murder our new generation?

They didn't think wisely, how could this kind of stupid action the took.
the want to save the 1% of kampung guys, then they have to sacrifice 99% of clever people like us.

In madarine, this call sacrifice a jungle for a tree.
damn stupid loh, they don't want outside people communicate with us?
so they cut off the english teaching?

i really don't know what they think about, i will always support english as well as chinese.
really speechless, haiz but luckily i escape from that.

I can't do anything and the only thing i can do is~
Pray for them.

What a pity new generation.
i want to study hard & smart so that i can send my childs to oversea learning english thing in the future time.
Suddenly felt that, there's no hope for me in Malaysia~

I HATE HIM~

Today i go tuition with very good mood, because i like to tuition.
once i reach there, i go 7-11 with Kar Seng, then go back to tuition center.

After that, my cousin not coming and a boy sit beside me, i never mind one,
but the person is the FAT GUY that i hate~
last time he first day go add maths tuition, then that day just only got chinese, no malays or indians.
then teacher said our government said we will be learning science and mathematics in Malay 2 years after~
luckily i escape~haha~

then teacher ask who don't know chinese one, that fat guy rise up his hand,
then teacher ask him what primary school you are~
then he answered Chung Hwa~
what the...Chung Hwa don't know chinese.
then teacher ask him one more time then he said he know~
damn`
i hate this kind of people loh~

What is shame about learning chinese or KNOW CHINESE?
you're a chinese, and you suppose to learn chinese and learn chinese if can we should master it as well~

You felt that chinese is a shame so that you raise up your hand??
My friend Mihui~
even she was in a Malay primary school before,
but she try hard to learning chinese and try typing blog post in chinese~
this is what we proud of, but not like you~
so i change place with Kar Seng while the break time of tuition~

Make me felt sick lohh!!
and some more, the stupid blablabla, i just talking a little funny,
he ask me to drive taxi, damn!
i study so much ask me go drive taxi~
i hate loh~
i know i am small gas~so what~
this is what i felt mah~
i doing my self in my own way~if you don't like
GET LOST FROM HERE RIGHT NOW!

Phew...so comfort after typed this out~

Taman Ehsan Dinner~

Just now went Taman Ehsan's anniversary dinner,
quite happy lah not because of the dinner, is because all of us (friends) so happy.
we kept on take photo after the dinner at there, do many poses.
haha~
photos will be upload soon.

Once i reach the hall, i just felt lah, wahh so tiny one also can call as a HALL~
Faint~
then go inside, we been lead by a LENG LUI go to our seat, but there's only few leng lui. our table is right beside the VIP table.

Today kahyan, chui yee, angel, yiting, nicole and sharon wear so leng,
even leng lui than all of them.
they seems like not very care about their dinner because like all of them wear like so casual~
but we wear until so LONG ZONG~
don't know why~
today saw Angel wearing that skirt, so leng and chui yee's fake hair so real~
kahyan de eyeshadow so blink~
nicole so cute and sharon so cool~

of course cannot forget our yiting jie lah~
she become pretty jor maybe been "planted" by love gua~haha~

The foods ahh, erm quite ok lahh~
today angel is Princess me and ah yao kept on service her, even we MOK the prawn shell for her nehh~so bahagia~

Haha`today not going to bath because so tired, i will see you bath tomorrow~haha~
I love my friends~

Flag Days Donation

Just now went Pandan Indah Pasar Malam for the flag days donation,
at first my mood is not really like to go for the donation duty,
because lazy.

After i finished my tuition, Ker Lee follow me back to my house, and wait me having my dinner, then my mummy fetch us to there.
At first me and Jia Min stand at the end of the Pasar Malam whereas Ker Lee and Jack standing at the start point.

But all the people walking in Pasar Malam busy on their "shopping"
so me and Jia Min decided to go the store one by one,
from the result we can know that going store one by one is more good than standing there.

I am so touching, there's a Malay Lady, when we ask the supervisor that can we collect donate at the Coffee Shop, then the supervisor said no, but the Malay Lady come out and pick many one ringgits from her purse, and stuck it into our Tong, and keep on calling us "darling"
still ask us want drinks or not, so touching loh, her style like Puan Sia.

at 10pm we all decided to stop because we are tired, we sold less stickers but earn many money, our Tong is weightless but all inside is money but not coins so, the Tong can lifted up easily.

So happy today~

I find this for a long time

I found this for a long time, actually not long just 1minutes only~
haha~
once i found it i am so excited because is DANCE VERSION!
i can learn lur~

I Gonna Learn This Dance At Holidays

I gonna learn this no matter what,
one for decrease my weight,
another for building up my body line.
I promise~
there's a different KKH on next year~
Watch out~those who laugh because of my body shape~

2012 will be our END!

Just now watch a tv show, it's talk about history one.
got a part which make me excited is...

Cambodia before got one type of people calls Maya,
they are so clever, and they discover in one year got 365 days,
and they is the first who determine 4 seasons.

but the most excited thing is, they discover our earth will have a renew period,
the renew period need 5126 years to done, and they said they next renew period will be on year 2012, they say the earth will start to destroy it self and then vanish and then everything will renew, that's mean our earth will destroy and then everything will renew, mean we may die and the earth will destroy.

i so scared because few weeks ago i found a movie which is about this one, its title is "2012"

Guys do you believe in that?

Cousin's House Trip...

Just now went my cousin's house, actually my mummy want to went her house first.
then she haven't back, and maybe she will come my house before go back her house,
so we wait for her, finally at the excited moment which is we going to leave our house,
t


hen she came already, my mummy fetch her together to Carrefour first, because near her house.
then we shopping there, i bought one air-fresher, is lavender flavor.
when i saw the promoter girl, i felt she is pity, because according to normal promoter, they will have a mini store to put their products and stand beside there explain the function to the customer.



but this girl she have to carry a box with two rode by her neck, and then stand there, some more the box put few air-fresher on that.
i felt that she is pity, in fact i not interested in the product one.
but when i look at her, she is so pity (quite pretty lah, Haha...)


then she promotes the air-fresher to my mum, then i walk to there and say i want lavender flavor one, then i take two and then go.
Owh...can't the company be more sympathy with this??
and then, my uncle call my mummy, he said they didn't cook so ask us go dinner at restaurant with them loh.



whao the foods quite nice because got "Pissing Pants Prawns"(direct translate from cantonese)
Haha...
then went his house just back from there.


gain something~haha~
the setup for PPS and Maple~
cause my Maple spoiled already, luckily my cousin downloaded it, then i ask him to give me loh~

I realize something ( Bad And Good)

Today as usual, i went to school but not from my house, is from Kar Seng's house.

yesterday i overnight at his house for the Sivik Project.

We use only 1 and half hours to done that, then send Chun Yao and ask him to print.

Whao his printer's ink so poor, printed 27/28 pages of paper then finished already.

maybe original brand is like this, i am using refill type one, so can print anytihng without cosidering (sounds like i am wasting earth's sources)

Then me and Kar Seng go sleep at 1.30am, whao until the morning i am just like CAN I SLEEP FOR MORE A WHILE? so tired man.

then went school, like nothing special happen. but while the moral period, the teacher like become abnormal again (she always abnormal one).

she saw Yee Cheng laughing so loud then she ask her to stand up, then when she found another one talking louder than Yee Cheng which is Foong, she ask Yee Cheng to sit down.

Before that The Choong Pooi Yee move Yee Cheng's chair aside to YingJie then YeeCheng don't know, she straight away sit down, but luckily i hold her back. if not she will become a FISH in the class.

I quite like my new English teacher, Cik Amrien (sounds like a male, but she is a female).

I don't know why, but the feeling she give me is like a good teacher.

maybe she is still a trainee and everything doing well.

But there's a disaster in my schooling life is, my new Sejarah teacher.

He is good he is knowledge-ness, he touch us many things extra.

But what i can't bear is his pronouns, i should say that he can't talk clearly in madarin is CiI Lei Gan. in one sentence 10 words, i only understand 2 of it, the other 8 need times to digest only can understand what he talk about.

Is quite challenging.

That's all for today, nothing special just i am sleepy but i have to wait KarSeng and ChunYao since they said they gonna teach me Dota.

ChunYao tomorrow come my house, he is the second classmate which visit my house.

but i don't know he come for what

(my room so messy lah!)