Well, recently facing a very terrible problems,
at first the marching training time is set by teachers,
and the time that they've settled is totally crush with our senior's tuition time,
and this will affect our training and even for our tuition classes...
so i make out a decision, i talked to a teacher which she is teacher adviser for our club A.K.A
St.John Ambulance Malaysia...
and i told teacher about my plan which is make the training in the early of the morning so that we wont miss our tuition class or either training...
but the teacher refuse to allow us to do so, she advised me to make the training earlier than the settled time but not in the early in the morning. And for convenience, i accepted this advise...and i make the training at 1.30pm until 3.30pm, 2 hours is just like 4.25pm to 6.45pm which is 2 and a half hours...
we shorten our training time, we just make it earlier, but why others teacher want to land their hand on our plan? why they want to bother? why they want to disturb our training? just because those juniors missed their class?
we already asked permission from teacher adviser, and teacher adviser allowed us to do so,
we already told you all, but why you all still want to do a lot of complaints? i wonder is that school teacher don't have a good communicate with each others?
well, tomorrow i am going to meet the care-everything-but-reject-everything teacher, and also the so call "Discipline Teacher" for afternoon session which every afternoon session students dislike her...
good luck for me...hope there's no problem....
Happy April Fool! =)
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
心情~
心情~~
最近心情起伏不定，很容易就会发脾气。。。如果我有发过你们任何人的脾气，
在此说声对不起。。。我知道我不是一个很好的朋友，也不是一个可以信任的朋友，
所以再次地，我要说多一次对不起。。。
心情的低落永远只能够摆放在内心深处，永远都不能和别人分享，就因为我太怕失败了。太害怕让别人知道我的弱点。。。
我说过了我有了心理准备我就会和你们说。。。为什么你们还要不停的问。。。
你们知道这很烦人吗？我知道你们出自关心，但是我不想说就是不想说。。。
你们还要去猜，有的甚至更离谱，说了一些不肯能发生的事同时也伤害我的事。。。
对，我是每天都很开心的对人，但是你们却不知道开心的另一面，到底是什么。。。
我承认我是一个带面具的人，因为我不想让别人看见我的弱点和无助的时候。。。
今天又一次的不开心，我并没有那个意思，但是你为什么那么说？
有时候就是觉得不认识你或许比认识你来得好。。。起码我不会去担心。。。
听了你说的那些。。。就知道我们是不可能的，所以我告诉我自己不会再去有任何希望，因为单身也不错。。。但是我不喜欢有情侣的朋友，并不是妒忌或是什么，而是有了情侣，自然而然的我这个朋友就会被遗忘。。。
最近心情起伏不定，很容易就会发脾气。。。如果我有发过你们任何人的脾气，
在此说声对不起。。。我知道我不是一个很好的朋友，也不是一个可以信任的朋友，
所以再次地，我要说多一次对不起。。。
心情的低落永远只能够摆放在内心深处，永远都不能和别人分享，就因为我太怕失败了。太害怕让别人知道我的弱点。。。
我说过了我有了心理准备我就会和你们说。。。为什么你们还要不停的问。。。
你们知道这很烦人吗？我知道你们出自关心，但是我不想说就是不想说。。。
你们还要去猜，有的甚至更离谱，说了一些不肯能发生的事同时也伤害我的事。。。
对，我是每天都很开心的对人，但是你们却不知道开心的另一面，到底是什么。。。
我承认我是一个带面具的人，因为我不想让别人看见我的弱点和无助的时候。。。
今天又一次的不开心，我并没有那个意思，但是你为什么那么说？
有时候就是觉得不认识你或许比认识你来得好。。。起码我不会去担心。。。
听了你说的那些。。。就知道我们是不可能的，所以我告诉我自己不会再去有任何希望，因为单身也不错。。。但是我不喜欢有情侣的朋友，并不是妒忌或是什么，而是有了情侣，自然而然的我这个朋友就会被遗忘。。。
Friday, March 26, 2010
错~
错~
什么是错？
你有做错过吗？
你知道错吗？
人生中往往都会有过错。。。错了就改。。。但是也要看我们改不改得了。。。
我有一样错。。。非常错的错，但是我改不了，
就是爱上你的错。。。我不能够爱你，但是我却选择了去爱你。。。
我不让你知道我爱你，是因为这让全部人都过得安稳。。。
这一个错是我这一生最不想改的错。。。
什么是错？
你有做错过吗？
你知道错吗？
人生中往往都会有过错。。。错了就改。。。但是也要看我们改不改得了。。。
我有一样错。。。非常错的错，但是我改不了，
就是爱上你的错。。。我不能够爱你，但是我却选择了去爱你。。。
我不让你知道我爱你，是因为这让全部人都过得安稳。。。
这一个错是我这一生最不想改的错。。。
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
救命啊~
救命啊~
为什么一来就喊救命。。。因为kawat的人实在是太难忍受了。。。
为什么这一badge这么差水的？再这样下去，不要讲拿奖，连出比赛的资格都没有。。
一个两个懒到要死。。。什么training都不要来。。。给的arahan又不要听。。。
好像自己很geng这样~无言。。。juniors 啊，生性啦~我们看不了你们多久了。。。
可不可以给我们留下好的回忆而不是不想去回忆的回忆~拜托!!
考试。。。哼！够力。。。考到差到不敢跟妈妈讲。。。
派了6科我failed了3科。。。够力到我妈妈都不认得。。。
第一科一定会fail的就是sejarah咯~我已经预计好了。。。
我是一个展望未来的青少年，你那里可以expect我时常去追忆以前的回忆？
而且那个回忆又不是我的。。。所以我failed sejarah 你不可以说我笨。。。
再来就是add maths...这个我也是预计好。。但是我预计是20多分。。。
谁知道给我拿38分~这个才是最“暗tam"的东西。。。多2分都不要给我pass了它~
算了。。不是你的就不是你的。。。
然后就是biology。。。不可能！！！！连我自己都不敢相信。。。
我failed了~应该是因为我没有碰过bio书。。。所以failed了~我知道这只是一个借口，
所以我不会再说。。。我会去证明我是读Bio的料！！！
多两天我亲爱的yao生日咯~~生日快乐~~happy birthday~
朋友们。。。我爱你们哦！！
为什么一来就喊救命。。。因为kawat的人实在是太难忍受了。。。
为什么这一badge这么差水的？再这样下去，不要讲拿奖，连出比赛的资格都没有。。
一个两个懒到要死。。。什么training都不要来。。。给的arahan又不要听。。。
好像自己很geng这样~无言。。。juniors 啊，生性啦~我们看不了你们多久了。。。
可不可以给我们留下好的回忆而不是不想去回忆的回忆~拜托!!
考试。。。哼！够力。。。考到差到不敢跟妈妈讲。。。
派了6科我failed了3科。。。够力到我妈妈都不认得。。。
第一科一定会fail的就是sejarah咯~我已经预计好了。。。
我是一个展望未来的青少年，你那里可以expect我时常去追忆以前的回忆？
而且那个回忆又不是我的。。。所以我failed sejarah 你不可以说我笨。。。
再来就是add maths...这个我也是预计好。。但是我预计是20多分。。。
谁知道给我拿38分~这个才是最“暗tam"的东西。。。多2分都不要给我pass了它~
算了。。不是你的就不是你的。。。
然后就是biology。。。不可能！！！！连我自己都不敢相信。。。
我failed了~应该是因为我没有碰过bio书。。。所以failed了~我知道这只是一个借口，
所以我不会再说。。。我会去证明我是读Bio的料！！！
多两天我亲爱的yao生日咯~~生日快乐~~happy birthday~
朋友们。。。我爱你们哦！！
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Year 2010 SMKS Ulu Yam Camp~
Year 2010, SMK Taman Seraya Ulu Yam Camp
yea~finally come back from the camp ler...feeling very good, cause no need to miss my bed and my mum's cooking again...3days of camp is really tired...that's why yesterday i slept from 7pm until today 8am~ 13hours man~ so geng! and i sleep like a dead people, no feeling at all even people use knife to stab me~haha
first day ...
Feeling so good, cause all relax...i been chosen as a team leader for team 1~after that go and built up our tent...one tent for 4 peoples which is me, kahweng, hanfoong and yuyang~ at first out tent looks nice, but after that...there's some problem make us have to change tent~ and not one time but two times~ but we haven't finish to built the 3rd tent, then have to gather at the dewan there...so we just left it there...and those nice urusetia help us to built it up~Thankyou!
after that we stay in dewan learn how to use compass, how to do an ikatan~ and first aid~ since i am st.john first aide, so first aid wont be hard for me~ ikatan and also compass for me is ok~ and this will be test on second day of the camp~and then we all go sleep lur~but when sleeping, some of the camper need to tugas~ to ronda~my groups was lucky~ get the 1st team to tugas~ from 12.00-12.40~
opps...forget to tell my group's name~ it's We 'R The Best One~
Second day...
second day is the day which we suffer...anything late a bit, denda~ and those denda is not easy~ only one word can describe it...HARD!! after that go for station game~ station one compass skill~ and our team is the 3rd fastest team that collect all the items among 7teams~ then station 2 is ikatan~ ikatan we been cut off 10 marks cause we did one wrong~ then pertolongan cemas~ we get 27/30...seriously...i think that it's not fair~ cause.....don't want say here, want know? come ask me~haha after that is merentas halangan~
our team is the first team to start this game...and those halangan is nice! challenging and some extreme one show our teamwork! i love it...as a result, our team is the 3rd fastest team to finish it too among 7teams~ after that we have kawat kaki competition~i am the commander, i not very satisfy with my command~sorry to my members... after that is BBQ night...good man~ but the chicken is a bit salty~ after that is malam kebudayaan~our team do well and make people fun~ =)
at the time of 2am, we been wake to carry out OBH~ operasi burung hantu~well it's quite scary for me at first...but when people start to scream and cry...i know it's a test to test our brave...so my heart is calm down~
Last day...
ready for the jungle tracking...it's freaking nice~~~ i love it!! our team is good because all of us cooperate very well...just few of them not really following my order...we used 1 hours 12 minutes to finish the track...but we get number 5 in here~ because 4 team used only 1hours 11minutes~ and overall, our team get Second among 7 teams~ but the big winner not us either first team~ is 7th team~ cause they get 2 prizes~ Congratulation ya Weng~ =)
after that kemas camp~ all those then go back lurr....
photos will be upload soon~
yea~finally come back from the camp ler...feeling very good, cause no need to miss my bed and my mum's cooking again...3days of camp is really tired...that's why yesterday i slept from 7pm until today 8am~ 13hours man~ so geng! and i sleep like a dead people, no feeling at all even people use knife to stab me~haha
first day ...
Feeling so good, cause all relax...i been chosen as a team leader for team 1~after that go and built up our tent...one tent for 4 peoples which is me, kahweng, hanfoong and yuyang~ at first out tent looks nice, but after that...there's some problem make us have to change tent~ and not one time but two times~ but we haven't finish to built the 3rd tent, then have to gather at the dewan there...so we just left it there...and those nice urusetia help us to built it up~Thankyou!
after that we stay in dewan learn how to use compass, how to do an ikatan~ and first aid~ since i am st.john first aide, so first aid wont be hard for me~ ikatan and also compass for me is ok~ and this will be test on second day of the camp~and then we all go sleep lur~but when sleeping, some of the camper need to tugas~ to ronda~my groups was lucky~ get the 1st team to tugas~ from 12.00-12.40~
opps...forget to tell my group's name~ it's We 'R The Best One~
Second day...
second day is the day which we suffer...anything late a bit, denda~ and those denda is not easy~ only one word can describe it...HARD!! after that go for station game~ station one compass skill~ and our team is the 3rd fastest team that collect all the items among 7teams~ then station 2 is ikatan~ ikatan we been cut off 10 marks cause we did one wrong~ then pertolongan cemas~ we get 27/30...seriously...i think that it's not fair~ cause.....don't want say here, want know? come ask me~haha after that is merentas halangan~
our team is the first team to start this game...and those halangan is nice! challenging and some extreme one show our teamwork! i love it...as a result, our team is the 3rd fastest team to finish it too among 7teams~ after that we have kawat kaki competition~i am the commander, i not very satisfy with my command~sorry to my members... after that is BBQ night...good man~ but the chicken is a bit salty~ after that is malam kebudayaan~our team do well and make people fun~ =)
at the time of 2am, we been wake to carry out OBH~ operasi burung hantu~well it's quite scary for me at first...but when people start to scream and cry...i know it's a test to test our brave...so my heart is calm down~
Last day...
ready for the jungle tracking...it's freaking nice~~~ i love it!! our team is good because all of us cooperate very well...just few of them not really following my order...we used 1 hours 12 minutes to finish the track...but we get number 5 in here~ because 4 team used only 1hours 11minutes~ and overall, our team get Second among 7 teams~ but the big winner not us either first team~ is 7th team~ cause they get 2 prizes~ Congratulation ya Weng~ =)
after that kemas camp~ all those then go back lurr....
photos will be upload soon~
Sunday, March 14, 2010
going to camp~
here a news for you all~ but i don't know whether i should categorize it into good news or bad news...
i am going to school camp tomorrow~ well, still the same place Ulu Yam but is at The Rock Resort...don't know think there's really a RESORT...the RESORT word just an illusion~ don't get fool of that...3 days of camp hopefully wont rain cause if rain~you will see a lot of "WET-LOOK"...and who is going, pray hard not to rain too better...since there's an experience for myself that rain isn't a good thing to enjoy in the CAMP!
well, i been forced to attend the camp just because i am the president and if i does not go to the camp, my co-curriculum marks will be like normal members which is only 1 mark, if i not mistaken... this kind of reason is really not acceptable for me...but what to do? life is like this <-- copy Alvin's line~ but never mind because there's a lot of friends going...i think this will be the enjoyable thing for me~ =) because i do love my friends a lot...especially my close friends~ because they meant a lot to me~
going to this camp i will skip 3 tuition classes which is BM, Phy and Add Maths... my add maths already not good~why the god have to do this on me... and going to the camp my holiday just like XXXXXX on the calendar... you know what it means? FULLED with cross = full with activities no free time at all...want to train more on kawat kaki also cannot~ what a sad thing about this...
and i can't hang out with my friends.... you know what? there will be a lot of hanging out with friends since that is a holiday...but now i just can tell myself...don't hope for that~ and and and my sivik project...the sketch not yet done...materials not yet buy...a lot a lot of things to do...after holiday i will be even more busier than now...
that's why we always say 24hours per day is not enough for a student... and just get a bad news...monday! i couldn't celebrate baoyun's birthday... well do felt guilty on this loh~ how? never mind never mind...get something from the camp and then give her as birthday present...like medals....but IT'S not HARD because IT'S EXTREMELY HARD~ copy that point...IT'S EXTREMELY HARD!!!! gosh....
what to do? life is like this~ haha, that's all~ friends, remember~i love you ya~ =)
i am going to school camp tomorrow~ well, still the same place Ulu Yam but is at The Rock Resort...don't know think there's really a RESORT...the RESORT word just an illusion~ don't get fool of that...3 days of camp hopefully wont rain cause if rain~you will see a lot of "WET-LOOK"...and who is going, pray hard not to rain too better...since there's an experience for myself that rain isn't a good thing to enjoy in the CAMP!
well, i been forced to attend the camp just because i am the president and if i does not go to the camp, my co-curriculum marks will be like normal members which is only 1 mark, if i not mistaken... this kind of reason is really not acceptable for me...but what to do? life is like this <-- copy Alvin's line~ but never mind because there's a lot of friends going...i think this will be the enjoyable thing for me~ =) because i do love my friends a lot...especially my close friends~ because they meant a lot to me~
going to this camp i will skip 3 tuition classes which is BM, Phy and Add Maths... my add maths already not good~why the god have to do this on me... and going to the camp my holiday just like XXXXXX on the calendar... you know what it means? FULLED with cross = full with activities no free time at all...want to train more on kawat kaki also cannot~ what a sad thing about this...
and i can't hang out with my friends.... you know what? there will be a lot of hanging out with friends since that is a holiday...but now i just can tell myself...don't hope for that~ and and and my sivik project...the sketch not yet done...materials not yet buy...a lot a lot of things to do...after holiday i will be even more busier than now...
that's why we always say 24hours per day is not enough for a student... and just get a bad news...monday! i couldn't celebrate baoyun's birthday... well do felt guilty on this loh~ how? never mind never mind...get something from the camp and then give her as birthday present...like medals....but IT'S not HARD because IT'S EXTREMELY HARD~ copy that point...IT'S EXTREMELY HARD!!!! gosh....
what to do? life is like this~ haha, that's all~ friends, remember~i love you ya~ =)
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Sport day
well for your information...yesterday was sport day...
i got duty so have to go...can't like some of my friends, stay home do revision
(as you all know i wont do)
have to wake up at 5.30 to prepare my full-uniform...and this and that and blah blah blah so on so on...
then head to karseng's house to help him take the 3 little boxes ( first aid kid)
reach school then get into bus...
and then on the way to Stadium Cheras...
well the toilet is freaking smelly and dirty...
i get in about few seconds then can't bear it and rush out...
and the sport day is start....
lazy to write about the "happening"
haha~
i just know that i been darked by the sunlight when i am duty...
and there's something make me felt like going to MAD...
what is it? just my members know...
haha~ good luck for exam~
love you all...my friends~
i got duty so have to go...can't like some of my friends, stay home do revision
(as you all know i wont do)
have to wake up at 5.30 to prepare my full-uniform...and this and that and blah blah blah so on so on...
then head to karseng's house to help him take the 3 little boxes ( first aid kid)
reach school then get into bus...
and then on the way to Stadium Cheras...
well the toilet is freaking smelly and dirty...
i get in about few seconds then can't bear it and rush out...
and the sport day is start....
lazy to write about the "happening"
haha~
i just know that i been darked by the sunlight when i am duty...
and there's something make me felt like going to MAD...
what is it? just my members know...
haha~ good luck for exam~
love you all...my friends~
Saturday, March 6, 2010
kawat kaki!
it's going to exam...and after exam that mean?
Holiday is coming...but whole of my holiday isn't look like or feel like a holiday...
cause full with tuition, camp, and also training for the kawat kaki...
well, this morning got ko-ko and we start our first kawat training for this year...
this badge or juniors not bad...their understanding is good enough to make them never did any wrong steps in kawat...
i training my command as well since i going to be the commander in the competition...i can remember those command and now just concentrate on the voices control...
i hope st.john this year can get a prize because few years before never send boy team out for kawat competition...so this time wish to get at least 3rd prize...
haha~ good luck~
Holiday is coming...but whole of my holiday isn't look like or feel like a holiday...
cause full with tuition, camp, and also training for the kawat kaki...
well, this morning got ko-ko and we start our first kawat training for this year...
this badge or juniors not bad...their understanding is good enough to make them never did any wrong steps in kawat...
i training my command as well since i going to be the commander in the competition...i can remember those command and now just concentrate on the voices control...
i hope st.john this year can get a prize because few years before never send boy team out for kawat competition...so this time wish to get at least 3rd prize...
haha~ good luck~
Friday, March 5, 2010
apologize...
well...i love my blog because it give me the chance which i not dare to apologize to you all...or there's too many peoples i have to apologize to...
recently my mood isn't that good...maybe because of stress...
i wonder...but i do really felt sorry to all my friends, cause i felt that myself is such
irritating...annoying...terrible...freaking...friend.
maybe i did something that make you feel not happy or even angry before,
and i would like to apologize here...Sorry
maybe that my mouth said something that never pass through my brain...
or i wonder maybe i am an idiot or what...
well i just want to say sorry to you all that if i did something that causes you
feel not happy or angry...
and last i would like to say that...i am not a good friend...whenever you felt not happy, you can scold me anytime, i am ready for that...
So sorry...
对不起。。。我不是一个好的朋友
recently my mood isn't that good...maybe because of stress...
i wonder...but i do really felt sorry to all my friends, cause i felt that myself is such
irritating...annoying...terrible...freaking...friend.
maybe i did something that make you feel not happy or even angry before,
and i would like to apologize here...Sorry
maybe that my mouth said something that never pass through my brain...
or i wonder maybe i am an idiot or what...
well i just want to say sorry to you all that if i did something that causes you
feel not happy or angry...
and last i would like to say that...i am not a good friend...whenever you felt not happy, you can scold me anytime, i am ready for that...
So sorry...
对不起。。。我不是一个好的朋友
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