School Re-open~

Tomorrow we all have to returns to school,
continue our schooling days,
i quite happy actually,
because i love to go school,
but not study is to meet friends,
chat with them,
msn chat cannot meh?

MSn chat cannot loh~
i not prefer, some more msn need to type
waste my energy~haha~

What i feeling now is,
happy + sad + lazy + regret
let me explain to you,

happy~
i can meet my friends tomorrow, so happy.

sad~
have to say bye bye to my holidays.

lazy~
go back school those stupid teachers sure will give us a lot of homeworks.

regret~
waste my holidays~

haha~i going to pack my bag.
good luck to you all~
Love you all ya~

31/8

Today is our Merdeka day~
Most of us stay at home, sleep until they wake up automatic,
some of them doing nothing to pass today, some of they chosen to go out enjoy with their family or friends, everybody doing the different things.

But me, i chosen to join an event which call Life Game 831,
it's held by a............something like a..........a...................
Don't know how to cal in English.
in Chinese is "教会", like christian club something,

erm from the very beginning, i was thinking what is this game,
then my friend told me it just like a station game,
owh station game, quite fun~
then i join.
Who knows once i reach there, i felt a bit HMM DUI LOU~
they start to praise their Jesus by singing, which is call 赞美 in Chinese.

Then we start to grouping *pause*
-yesterday i still discuss with kaijun, i think we will be one group because wenkang ask his friend to let us one group, then kaijun say, Malaysia people all lie one,
for example, the Famine 30~ then i say: har! haiz, nevermind lah just see how tomorrow is.
*resume
I am red group, group with Jie, i felt lucky sia~i am not the only one who lonely~

Many girls Fong our Fei Gei today, so only wenjin's Gf which is wei go only,
she is pity, have to go girl side alone. BLAME ANGEL AND KAHYAN!
Then we start our game, this game is really like our life,
got jial, got hell, got hospital, got exam hall, need to work in order to earn money.
We have to pay to buy a house, we have to pay 2000 every 30minutes, and our neck is hanging a card, which makr down our year's old, once we reach 70~
the hell reaper will bring us to there (they're COOL MAN~)


in our group, got one what also ANTI ANTI,
he is an uncle, from Singapore i think.
he said, this is what Malaysia people thinking?
just scared all those gorvernment stuff?
then he start to say alots of things,
actually we taking SPM exam, but thats s lunch time,
so our answer sheets will be take back, and the stuff did not mark our paper,
and say you all have to re-exam again~

What the~Then the uncle say, Give me a reason,
why! why! why!
then say alots, the stuff sit down and then mark our paper~
haha~

Our group leader, AH LOK~
his mouth really geng!
talk what also geng~
GENG!

conclusion:
erm, it's really tired for me because i been jialed,
need to run the field 5rounds, then sit up 20times and then up down 50times,
duck jump and pumping 60times.
it let me feel about how the jial look like,
really scary, but they say hell is even more scary.
i do think so,
well, i just want to advise all of us,
don't waste our time~because life is short.
we don't know what will happen next second, love your life, love your family and also your friends~

Name for my Dears Darling and Babe~

Darling - Angel
Dears - KahYan
XiaoRu
ChuiYee
Babe - ChunYao


just now msn chat with xiaoru~
we discuss about name~haha~we decided to give one of us one name~



Me - iFat - 爱fat (就算Fat，也Fat到很可爱）
(fat but cute enough)

XiaoRu - iXiao - 爱小 （就算小，也小的到可爱）
(small but cute enough)

Angel - iBian - 爱扁 （就算扁，也扁到很可爱）
(flat but cute enough)

ChunYao - iChun - 爱纯 （就算单纯，也单纯到和可爱）
(face innocent but cute enough)

ChuiYee - iMei - 爱美 （就算爱美，也爱到很可爱）
(love beauty but cute enough)

KahYan - iAi -爱矮 （就算矮，也矮到很可爱）
(short but cute enough)


HAHAH~ Darling, My Dears and my babe~
remember your name oh~
hahahah~

I LOVE THEM!!!!

OMG~i found them at a forum~
I LOVE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I MEAN THE SHIRT NOT THE MEN~

RM 13!!!!!

Just now come back from tuition, then went to saloon cause i want to cut my hair,
it's too long and i look like a weirdie~
After i took my dinner, i walk there cause just around my house,
once i reach there, and then i explain to my mummy about my phone fees,
it's freaking EXPENSIVE!
RM 170+++++
Then just now my mummy call me when i tuition once she get the bills,
because she get shocked of the fees,
then she ask me about what is DIGI WAP,
Deng loh, i never tell her i use phone to surf net before,
die ler this time, then i answer her i don't know loh~


Luckily she didn't scold me, she just say if you never use it to surf net then the fees wont expensive like this lah....
Phew~


Talk about my hair pula, whakao~!!!
i put all my hope went there and i hope will get a new hair style lah,
who know!!!!
the people don't know how to cut one, just now she use the gunting at there, left cut cut, right cut cut,
i also don't know what she cutting!!~
faint~
after all, my hair style still the same but it cost me RM13~
Wat the~
if she know how to cut and it's nice d hua Rm130 i also give lah~
haiz~
next time don't want go there ler, waste my mummy money~


Forget to tell,
i just get my T-shirts and a pants from my sister~
it's Monopoly Limited Edition~
I like it~
want see how it look like?? msn i on web cam~
heehee~ ^_^~

friend happy makes me happy too~

today go basketball with them~
them?
-Karseng & His Brother
-Han Foong
-Cheong
-PoiSeng
-Yuyang
-YIngTung & TuPing

Today really bad luck, yesterday i didnt' slept because not sleepy and 2 funny guys is web cam-ing with me, haha~
KahWeng and PuiSze har~

Then start from 6.30 i fall as sleep, then wake up again at 7.30 prepare to go basketball, who know once i woke up, my stomach pain like hell then start to BANG SAI already, after i finish, my mummy fetch me to the basketball court,
who know!!!!!

My mummy's car tayar BOMB JEK!
Wahliao, buy ToTo also not so lucky man~
mou bin, change to tayar, and then straight away go to the basketball court, when i reach they all there and playing ler...

then i walk to there and sit on the swings~
after few minutes, they finish ler and then we walk to T2 for next round.
today really happy because can enjoy with many friends,
haha.


actually today i not really happy and felt sad because....
my babe cannnot go...
next time we will pray for nothing to stop us~
haha~


Thank you PoiSeng teach me how to use hero and buy what,
and also YuYang althought you kept on "splashing" you saliva to me,
Cheong, thank you also for teach me,
Foong also ( this is your job!)
Bunn Wai~
KarSeng~

Thank you all and my babe, darling and dear~
Haha~love you all~



-Friendship Forever-

Violent ~XD

Recently i discovered something,
something that make me shocked.
I never expected that,
but that do really happened.

I beg that you all will never trust if i did not tell you all,
Normally, boy is violent than girl,
wait a minute,
that is a possible chance that girl will violent than boy.

I just have to list out few things then you all will believe.



ShieWin,
give us a very cute image and she is soft,
but................




She played CS!!!!!!


Melissa,
she is pretty,she also very clever,
but..............................





She played Left 4 Dead, Cs, and also new game Prototype.



Mihui,
whao~pretty now,clever also~
but.............................




She played Dota, CS!!!!!!!!



Goosh i almost faint~
their physical look lie me~
haha~

New Movie~

Naruto - Obito's Last Word





AVATAR

Been Forced~

被点名

♥ 被点名
♥ 個 人 題
01 你叫什么 ： Kia Heng
02你的綽號 ：Heng
03你的血型 ：不知道
04 你的星座 ：Taurus
05 你是男還是女 ：100% Boy
06 你幾歲 ： 16 (2009)
07 你住哪裡 ：kl . ampang
08 你現在的學校 ： smk taman seraya
09 你有沒有手機 : Got
10 承上，那是多少 ：siami??

♥ 朋 友 題
11 你最要好的朋友（限１個）: so many lah ok~
12 你最討厭的人（限１個）: nopes, i prefer peace =D


♥ 情 題 -
21 你有沒有喜欢的人: yes
24 到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過： 1
25 到目前為止，你被多少人告白過： 0
26 到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友：1
27 現在有另一半吗: nopes
28 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你会怎样： ermm...impossible gua
29 你初恋情人突然跟你告白你会接受吗 : need to think
30 你为什么会喜欢你現在喜欢的人:because of her attitude loh
31 你和另一半牵手过吗: yea
32 你和另一半抱或亲过吗: noopes
33 你跟异性牵手过吗: yea
34 是谁，你们什么关系：best friends
35 现在有人在追你吗： don't know


♥ 混 合 題
36 如果有天，好朋友离你而去，你会：cry until die
37 如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你会 : forgive he/she
38 如果有天，好朋友对你喜新厌旧，你会： cry until die
39 如果你很受不了你的父母，你会離家出走吗: NEVER!
41 你功課好不好：ok ler
42 你开电脑都在干嘛 : msn, blog, dota, erm listen musics loh~
43 你的即时通有多少个同性: siami??
44 你的即時通裡有多少個異性: siami??


♥ 兇 手 題
45 传給你这份问卷的人是谁： sharon
46 这個人對你好不好： good ah
47 這個人是你的誰： friend~
48 你有喜欢过這個人吗：i always like her~friend what~
49 你们认识多久了： almost 4 years ler
50 這個人是怎样的人： short person~kaka~joke~
51 这个人正／帥吗： ok ler~
52 這個人跟你有沒有在一起过： NEVER!
53 万一你喜欢這個人，你会怎么办： impossible loh~friend lai d~


♥ 聯 想 題
56 說到正妹你会想到谁: so many nehh~
57 說到帥哥你会想到谁: so many also~
58 說到憨你会想到谁: whats that>
59 說到痴你会想到谁: myself~
60 說到暗恋你会想到谁: no one~
61 說到出去玩你会想到谁: LCG!
62 說到聪明鬼你会想到谁：myself~haha~
63 說到傻子你会想到谁: goyang~
64 說到笑点低你会想到谁: yeecheng~
65 說到愛笑你会想到谁: so many loh~


♥ 學 校 題
66 你的班导是谁： Sir Puvan
67 你的座位是第几排第几个： first from right, the third roll, first seat
68 你最喜欢的老師是谁: Miss Amrien
70 你的英文好吗 ： ok ler~
71 你的体育好吗： start to get better now~
72 你的数学好么: ok ler~
73 你喜不喜欢你的校长： i never bother her~
74 你的学校好看吗: ok ler~
75 你的班級是： 4SC2/RC
76 你的班級在几楼： 3rd floor

填后感： quite bored loh~

被我点到的人：
-KarSeng
-ChunYao
-Angel
-ChuiYee
-KahYan
-XiaoRu
-BaoYun
-PeiPei
still got many nehh~lazy to write~
===================================
1.被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传給你的人和问卷
2.請老实的回答每一個问題
3.不行擅自塗改題目
4.写完请点8位朋友，不可不点
5.点完后请通知那些朋友他们被点到了


COPY 题目到你的BLOG慢慢填吧~

Opps~Forget to tell~

I miss out so information at just now that post~
Me, kahyan, chui yee, angel, wenkang,wenjin, chunyao, hanfoing,keng beng and kaijun~
We share to 助养 one children~
So happy loh~
can help them some more this is our 友谊的见证~

友谊万岁！！！！
Friendship Forever!!!!

Famine 30~

22/8------------------------------------------
Early in the morning, went to Angel's house,
Then wait for Chui Er,she late for about 20minutes.
Then we head to the school bus stop, once we reach there,
we are not the most late one,
who is the most late?
Chun Yao, Wen Kang and Kai Jun...

Then we take taxi to Taman Connaught.
We go there by 3 taxi, each taxi 4 peoples because we have 14 peoples~
Me, Chui Er, Chun Yao and Angel in the same taxi,
OMG, the taxi driver noob dou~
Don't know where is it...
Make our taxi fees become RM13, but others only RM9
WE SPEND EXTRA RM4~

Then we all go eat~
after that go into the school for register,
once i know need to grouping~
I just felt like want to go back home, cause i came here just for SS with my friends d mah~
Why so kejam need we grouping.
haiz, nevermind because i same group with Kai Jun and Ah Beng~

Then we start our activities~
First is ice breaking, tell your name and remember group member's name.
quite easy for me~
At half of the game, got 2 members loss!!!!
don't know they go where, maybe they go back home already.

after that got a singer Pei Jie come sing to us~
his style quite like Nicholas d~
So leng zai also~
singing also jeng~

After that we need to make our own house by using limited materials.
We have to go a fixed place to get our materials,
i reach a place to get masking tape...
who know!!
the challenge is dance!!!
dance NoBody~
What the!!!!
4 team fight, i get the 4th~
1st - 3rd can get 2 masking tape, but unlucky i get the 4th~
haiz~suen lah~
haha~


Then fast fast get back to our base~
Start to build up our house....
i can say that, my group d house is most special among all the group~
because our house is stick to the wall~
haha~

after that, we have a fashion show~
same thing, made up something with all those limited materials~
Our group get the 3rd nehh~
unexpected~haha~

After that, got singers come again~
they are 庄惟翔,Jim，Amy, and 星级男孩(from UltimateGroup)
We so high loh at that time~


After that we go brush up,
Then all go sleep ler~


23/8-------------------------------------
We wake up at 6.30am, yesterday so cool when we sleeping,
then we do exercise, quite lame the exercise, dance again~
then we have a sharing section, all member have to choose 3 things that is important
i choose ler education, health and relation(family and friends).
then they ask us to give up one of them oh~
the first thing i give up is Education,
and the second is health~
finally i left relation~
i cannot give it up because it is the most important to me,
if i don't have it, Education and Health is nothing for me.


Then take bus to Stadium Bukit Jalil,
once we reach there, we saw so many peoples~!!!
before we enter to the hall, we have to check body temperature,
i felt so scare if i more than 37 degree celcius,
but luckily i pass~
phew~

Then we get into the hall~
the hall was so big and we all have around 7000 peoples in there but the wall is not full yet~
We all so high~

Once Ah Mei come out, we all scream like hell!
so high loh~
After that we go back ler~
LCG members all go back by LRT,
but at the end i not really happy,
because i cannot go dinner with them, what a waste~
But happy too lah~


Photo will upload later~
Yeah~
Waiting for next station:
Life Game~
Wuhooo~

Famine 30~

Yesterday came back from Famine 30~
So tired....

My story will be update later~
Just wait for few days~
Haha~

Everything Solve ler~ Happy`

So happy everything solved ler~
no more misunderstand~
be back friends ler`
i mean best friend~
haha~


Animal Family d QUN KAR FOK~

Which one Better?

~Please Vote~
Haha~

What A Boring Day~

Today i am so excited to go school, because can meet friends mah.
But then when i reach school, what i see is...
There's no friends and karseng is beside me.
damn lonely loh~

So boring, herg, cy said will come but he didn't,
suen lah, he always fong my fei gei one~ Normal~
Then stupid ah beng came already, he said,
cy, kyy, foong them go T2, i was like,
Damn you all lah~
all say want come but the end?


haiz, lonely ler for a day, really regret go to school today.
then receive yao's msg, he said he sick + flu so didn't go school.
Take care ya, drink more water.

After recess then go Bilik APT, because Cik Amrien promised us to let us watch movie,
when we reach there, the projector have so problems, so we wait about 10minutes like that,
she let us choose either The Dark Knight or Slumdog Millionaire =~
We all choose Slumdog Millionaire~

At first not really understand d, but see har see har,
so nice ler the movie~
I love that movie~

-I LOVE MY FRIENDS-

4L Gang Video~

I plan to do a 4L Gang video,
this is the front part,
i still waiting for more photos to finish it~
left some comment to me~
just about the front part~
haha~

H1N1~

H1N1, you're danger
H1N1, you're bad
H1N1, you kill many peoples
H1N1, you scared me
H1N1, you spoil my day mood.


H1N1 GET OUT OF MY LIFE!

This things make me laugh like HELL!

Whao~ there's many disaster~

H1N1, tsunamy, earthquake, thunder storm, strong wind~
Recently there's so many disaster like wanna abolish humans.

I wish that this can stop, humans should try our best together to prevent us from abolishing from this world. God create this world and we rule this world, so we should stay here together.

Guys start from now, take care of your self ya~
Drink more water, go-green~
Take care our self and also our Earth.
we can make is different~

Haha~
I am really back~
Positive thinking, always happy, that's me~
Koo Kia Heng~
Haha~

The real me is Back!

I am back, finally my mood become normal back ler~
haha~i am the original Heng~
The devil heng~get lost please~haha

I love you all~haha~
I love My Damn Best Friends:
ChunYao(baby) (thanks for telling me those things~)
KarSeng (thanks for caring me)


I Love My Animal Family:
PoiSeng(fox)
ShengKang(giraffe)
FoongYee(gold fish)
HuiTeng(bird)
Melissa(*new member* some kind of rat)


I love my Best Friends:
Angel (darling)
Yeecheng
PeiPei
PuiYan
Sharon
KahYan(dear)
XiaoYee
XiaoRu
ChuiYee
and many many more~
haha~


Love you all ya~
I'm Back~

Muackssss!!!!

I wanna watch this!

Wanna watch this oh~
So jeng...

Don't know want to update what~

Mood ahh mood, can you be normal a bit?
Recently I've changed a lot, no matter from physical or psychological.
Why i will be like that, in my opinion

I think that is about friends, there's many things happened between me and them.
But what reality i was just thinking too much, they're still the same.
why i will think like that?
I really don't know.

Friends is real?
Friendship is last forever?
What i scared is a people who became my best friend in a short period, will leave me in no time. Do this will happen?
I really don't know, you have to tell me.

I am happy when i helping you all,
I am happy when you all helping me,
I am happy when joking with you all,
I am happy when studying with you all.

But, do you all happy?

So Happy oh~

Today go gai gai with jie, seng, his brother, foong, yuyang, chuiyee and sharon~

We go sing K first, sing dao half we go support angel~
but unfortunately she lose ler, but nevermind because her singing skill is so geng one~
Just other people got more luck than her only~
Haha~

Then we finish sing K, we all walk to TimeSquare~
Want to watch movie d, but too many people, then we change to bowling.
whao bowling there also~need to book, so we have to cancel~
then we go sushi king eat shushi~
After that go ding ding cheong play awhile then go back ler~


Today quite lazy to type, i will upload photos later~
Let's the pictures tell you what happen~
hahaha~


Actually i am your best friend or friend or just a classmate?
Am i really the fool-able?
Please do show the obvious stand, before i misunderstand.
You should know that i am talking about you.
Start to felt that do our friendship is real?

Tomorrow Gai Gai Day~

Yeah, finally exam is end~
actually exam end long time already.

Today get back the chemistry paper, scared me man~
i get 43% only, and whole class 42persons only 13 persons pass~
Phew, finally i pass it~

Owh Shit, the H1N1 so danger now, tomorrow i go sungei wang also got the scary feels~
Who we should blame on? The government!
The first day get know that our country got H1N1, the stupid what what said, no need scare, our country is safe, but then now?

The dead case increased to 16 cases already!!!!!
The Government should do something to prevent this be even more worst!!!!!


Sien, today when biology tuition, Alvin sick already, the H1N1 symptoms, he get 4 from the 6 of it~ drink more water, hope that he would be ok~


Stupid LCY!
Don't make me get mad!!!!
This is a Warn for YOU!!!!
ARGH~
this time i forgive you~

Happy Birthday~

Happy Birthday To One Of My Lovely Senior~

Kah Wai, Happy Birthday~

Muack Muack~

haha~

I think this song sui me now~

人 群中 哭著 你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会梦 或痛 或心动了
你已经决定了 你已经决定了


你 静静 忍著 紧紧把昨天在拳心握著
而回忆越是甜 就是 越伤人了
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深浅浅 的刀割



你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳


这 世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则 不是 你的选择
於是你 含著眼泪 飘飘荡荡 跌跌撞撞 的走著



你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳
你不是真正的快乐 你的伤从不肯完全的愈合
我站在你左侧 却像隔著银河
难道就真的抱著遗憾一直到老了 然后才后悔著


你值得真正的快乐 你应该脱下你穿的保护色
为什麼失去了 还要被惩罚呢

能不能就让 悲伤全部 结束在此刻 重新开始活著 

Few months past~

I thought we're best friends, but now the best friend feeling is getting lesser and lesser.
am i really that hak yan zan, if i am, i sorry to you all.
after this i will keep silent to prevent any hak yan zan thing happen.


It's really hurt.
And finally my tears dropped down today, but no one see,
this is the lucky things happen on me.


Sorry All of You, i should not appear in your life.
Really sorry.

STUPID PUAN REFEAH!!

Not really good English please stop using English asking me question lah!
Ya, i know i didn't bring the Tugasan Harian is a false, but i don't think so i do others thing at the back there is a false loh!

You ask us to stand up, it's ok. but we already finish reading the text, what you want us to do?
Just standing at there wasting our time? Brainless!

Super Dulan just now while Moral Period~

today seng and how going for the badminton competition~
Good Luck for them cause i want to support them at the Semi-Final or Final!

4L Geng, 4L Yeng!!!

Yesterday is a big big day for me, because 4L was enter to the semi-final.
I decided not to go chinese class just for watch the basketball competition and support them~

But the chinese teacher call me go and take the exam, if not ask Puan Hamsah to come. i scare is later Puan Hamsah come, then see me watching basketball match there, then not allow basketball have competition again, so i just go and take the exam.


The exam make me missed the 1st match of 4L vs MK's team nehh~
see less my support sound, then lose at the match.
Wuhoo, once i get down, they start, and our clapping sound, screaming sound and shouting sound was the louder one.


So happy to see that my idol team playing basketball there.
They so geng lah~ChunYao, WenKang, CongKiat and KaiJun all also yeng and geng.
But there's something make me felt sick is, when they competite with the stupid dumm dumm Leong SH team.

The Leong SH hmm fok shhh~ Come on, if want play until like that, you better not to join lah ok, spoiled the culture of basketball.
You're even not qualify to touch the basketball too. Just get back home and drink your milk lah.

There's one case happened because of him, when the stupid LSH competite with MK team, MK get hurt by him, lie on the floor can't move. then me, kahyan and chuiyee fast fast go there for the first aid loh.

Hello, On Duty d PBSM, do you know what is responsible?
People get hurt you should give help or just sitting at there like watching show.
Some more you're a AJK First Aid.
What AJK first Aid lah, eat shit!
On Duty but didn't do anything while there's some case.
Only ChuiYee, KahYan and XiaoRu doing things there.

Actually yesterday can reach tuition centre ealier one,
because of those people who hmm fok shh one, YES I AM TALKING ABOUT YOU LEONG SAI HOI!
If you're not statisfy what i said later, just call your leng and come beat me up.
you will suffer after that!

Already lose, people more marks than you then you not statisfy go and argue with teacher. Its ok, just give you one more chance, but at last what you get?
one word with 4 alphatbets LOSE!
It's useless to talk so much, those people got talent one, or we call in cantonese YAU LIEW one no need say many bullshit one!

And you're not the judge, while you're playing basketball, just get hell play, people fault if the judge didn't see, it's consider nothing!
No need you act like a dai lou, say so many things there~
it's useless.
and some more, please remind your self, you're not the biggest one in there,
act like a dai lou? just get off! kept these things up!

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4L, very yeng sia~i love 4L, you love 4L and we love 4L!!!!
will edit more picture for 4L later~
wuhoooo!!!!!!!!!
i want to announce that 3/8 is the day of formation of 4L gang!!!!!
wuhooo!!!!

Latest News~!!!!

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I Edited This Just Now~

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haha~suddenly so boring, then i go and do this~
Nice boh?

My hand ahh~

Just now get a news from PoiSeng, is really emergency and the time for me to prepare is extremely "long". Nevermind, i am person which like to take challenge as a exercise.

Once i knew the news, i go and surf the web, to find idea, after analysis so many picture, one idea suddenly pop out from my mind.

This poster is about drugs one, so i have to draw it for the competition of the scrip book. my idea is, people who take drugs and people who do not take drugs is in different world.

People who take drugs, their world is full with negative feeling, so i already decided to use all those less brightness color for that part, like gray color ahh, black, dark blue, dark purple and more lah.

The centre of the paper, i draw a line to divide the paper into two part, for the bottom right, i use for the drugs part, and for the upper left, i use for the people who do not take drugs.

for the upper left, i decided to use all those happy color, like yellow, green, sky blue, pink, and also rainbow color.this is to show that, without drugs, we can life even happy than those people who take drugs.

and both of the part also got few hands move towards to other part, the bottom move to the upper is showing they ask for help, and the upper moving towards bottom part is showing that they want to help, but they can't reach to each other, because in the middle there, there's is a word which caused they cannot get help, the word is DRUGS.

But what i feel now is, MY HAND ALMOST BROKEN ALREADY AFTER DRAWING FOR A LONG TIME AND COLORING IT BY USING COLOR PENCIL!!! AND THE PAPER WAS 23CM X 35.7CM BIG.

Recently really busy on my school stuff. really felt like want to make my self disappear for few days, no people could find me, no people can contact me.
i may enjoy a peaceful life just for few days.

xxx, i love you, but i cannot let people know that i and also i cannot love you.
Hide feeling inside deep of heart and cannot shout out is really a hard job for me.
But i will do it unless this world changed.

Recently my mood suddenly drop so fast until mad..........
haiz, i think no one can understand my feeling now..........
is about friend thing, and friend between me....................
there's something i cannot tell anyone, and what i only can do is keep it in heart,
because this secret cannot let people know, it will spoil my life.
it's hard to bear it in heart but i have to,
hope i will get better soon~
i want to shout out loud something, but i can't let anybody heard it.



I ____ ___ ____ ___ ___!!!!!!!!!!!